So actually had a fun birthday week and new years. Turning 25 was pretty awesome ( Read more... )

I can't figure out how to edit posts from this damn phone ( Read more... )

Looking back on last year, it seems mediocre. Nothing really good and nothing really bad sticks out. Is this what married life means? Lol. I think I struggle with my life currently like a medicated bipolar does. We both agree that the bads were bad and glad that they are gone, but the equally goog goods are gone too, and that I would like back ( Read more... )

Sometimes you just need to sit in someone else car, on the side of an on ramp, with 4 boys and cry it out. I mean I do feel a little bit better today. Maybe that was a blessing in disguise. I still feel bad and feel like I should pay for part of the two tires and two wheels that he will need to fix his car ( Read more... )

All I want to do is go to sleep. I want to wake up in a month and deal with everything after it's over. It's supposed to be a month off to relax before school starts back up. I think I'd rather still be in school than deal with this crap ( Read more... )

need to finish my last paper of the year. can't seem to focus, but i know it will feel soooooo good to get it over with. its not even hard and i'm already halfway done with it ( Read more... )

It weeks like now that I wish I lived alone, or had a house where I can do what I want uninterupted. He drives to cicny last time, I'm totally enjoying my pants free time on the couch, watching all the dvr'd shows I've been too busy to watch all week. And he's not even home yet, it's 11 o clock and he calls to say joe is on his way. Wtf? Thanks ( Read more... )

Sooooooooooooo lil sis is gunna be a momma. Baby is due on his b-day, which is weird. I wish I had time to make baby blankets for all my friends that have babies, but they take for freaking ever. I'd have to start working on one for my sis now, and it might be done by the time she has it ( Read more... )

Couldn't sleep for shit last night. Marla was snoreing, which is weird for her, so I thought maybe I should take her to the vet, she's been sounding congested anyway lately. And then I freaked myself out thinking there could be something wrong with her nasal passages and she could die, and then I damn near started crying. This is what my brain ( Read more... )

Holy fucking homework. I have a month straight of 5 papers/projects due!!!!! I think I might have to quit my other job or something. I know I can do this, I have, I just need to focus. Maybe this is what I need to really focus and get shit done. Oh and I found out there are tests in grad school :(, just not in these two classes ( Read more... )