I fucking love this song:

P.s. I hope that works.

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Spent a quiet night at home alone last night. I enjoyed some netflix documentaries about vogue and 15 year old prostitutes. Ienjoy watching documentries, but no one else I know does so I don't get to watch them often ( Read more... )

If pre-ms isn't bad enough, I'm having a horrible case of post-ms this time around. All kinds of crazy fantasies race through my head. It all sounds great till reality settles back in and I realize my life is mediocre and I kind of like it that way. But sometimes I get a wild hair for some adventure or risk. It will never happen, as I'm notorious ( Read more... )

Sooooooooooooo I'm kinda bummed about this weird headache I have going on right now. It's either allergies or a tension headache. I don't really feel extra stressed at the moment, but theb again I rarely do. I have some sort of defense mechanism that automaticly turns on all my biological stress handleing methods before I even get a chance to ( Read more... )

Baahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I don't think school is meant to depress a person. However, a recent chapter in relationships and divorce has me thinking. I'm apparently at a high risk for divorce just based on my family history. This makes me just want to pull a Gene Simmons and never get married. But anyway, this brings me to forever. Which I can't ( Read more... )

I'm wondering when/if the anger will ever go away. It's been yearly that stds/aids are brought up in school and the risks are disscussed. It's always brought up that unfaithfullness is a huge risk factor for stds. It always makes me angry that I am now at a greater risk for cancer because of a person that I loved ad trusted. And what's worse is ( Read more... )

I'm going crazy without my facebook mobile, all I want to do is post a status update about it, but I can't because it's not working ( Read more... )

Blahhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

Forever is difficult for me. I do much better with tomorrow, or now. Knowing something that makes me happy now will still make me happy 10 years from now seems impossible. Growing up sucks, and it's pretty scary sometimes ( Read more... )

What is it about the thought of marriage, or never being single again that scares me? I just find it odd that I would rather look for love in all the wrong places than accept the love that I get whole heartedly every day!! that cannot be normal. why do i have random spells of wanting to just take a month and be single and free and to do what I ( Read more... )