myspace.com/hookerfingernecklace. it's a godsend or maybe devilsend. either way, people need to check us out, because we're fucking ridiculous ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish i'd get hit by a car and die.

this iPod touch is amazing! I'm stoked right now. I'm feeling pretty shifty right now though, I'll just go lay down and hope against the the hospital. Bleh, my mom is nagging me. The night keeps getting better!

More later.

I've given so much in my relationship with Jon and I feel like I've gotten nothing. I can't rely on him for anything because he's always out drinking. The worst part is when he lies about it. I've not wanted to admit this to myself, despite the numerous offenses, but my boyfriend is an alcoholic. I love him when he's sober, but when he's drunk ( Read more... )

i'm so sick, it sucks.

i've been in one of my slumps. constant pain. restlessness. i'm not sleeping like i should be. i smoke too many cigarettes, i drink too much caffiene ( Read more... )

brrrrrr. it's cold.

i miss my old friends. actuallly, i only miss two.

michael and jami -- i want to see them more, i need to get in touch, in tune.

dead.

no matter what happens, he always makes it better. the love of my life is an amazing man and i'm a lucky girl.