What was the last thing that made you cry?

Well besides the obvious I don’t know what else to say. Its so frustrating at times and with all my insecurities with other people I just want to believe that I don’t need anyone. I’ve probably cried gallons already this year and I don’t know whether or not to put my head down in shame or consider it an ( Read more... )

I’ve had many fleeting thoughts go through my head lately. Some that I’m afraid to verbalize even to myself. Some that I’m not sure I have stable ground. It goes this way or that. Or a chaotic collision of everything. Yet I stand still and don’t make a move. Because I am afraid. I am afraid with every fucking inch of my life.

I get this pang of ( Read more... )

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fatigue
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story of my life.

If you woke up naked tomorrow next to the last person you kissed what would your reaction be? snuggle up with them
Ever kissed someone who was high? yes i think so

What was the last thing you did before doing this quiz? studied for my drugs and behavior exam

What would your parents do if you came home with a tattoo? I already have

Ever purposely ( Read more... )

“Our society is growing with apathy” was said to me today and it made my mind reel. Of course I knew of this apathetic feeling already, I’d be a hypocrite if I didn’t say that I have felt it too. With all the extremities we are bombarded with today it’s a wonder why. Extremities are supposed to make us turn our heads and care. But the media and ( Read more... )

I need to start getting on top of things.
    

I want to start scrap booking or just simply putting down thought provoking images and phrases. In a physical book. Just like how it was done in IB.

I want to remember things that mean something to me.

I’d never thought that I would be in this position. Things are going so well I’m scared that something is going to come up and bite me ( Read more... )

It feels so damn good to be home. I don’t think I’ve ever been happier to be home until now.

And I’m not even dreading going back.

This is definitely a new feeling. It scares me a little, but I think I like it.

I grudgingly admit that I am feeling pretty happy right now.