..dang it..I hate this..I hate it all...I regret everything I've done...is this how I'm gonna be the rest of my life..back and forth back and forth...good or bad..good or bad...I regret so much..and am happy about little that I've done in my life. I'm only 16 and it seems like I have more guilt in my head then alot of the adults I know...but then ( Read more... )

All I want is to be able to tell you all the things I never got to say...now I'll just have to hope you knew..I miss you SO much..I still cant believe your not here..dang it..why..why did it have to be you..heck knows it should've been me before you...damn it..I wish you were still here..

..So havent updated in awhile..you could say i've been straighting things up w/ my life, that I dont particularly like...Idk..its weird...most of my friends dont even realize the stress I have to go through everyday..wether or not to...well yea thats another story..ANYWAYS...dads outta town (hunting)..yea woo hoo soo much fun! lol..thats why I'm ( Read more... )

..kinda down...leave me some comments please!

--keep me in your prayers dont really wanna talk about why..but plz do..--

Every time we lie awake ( Read more... )

a friend of mine had this posted on her thing..and it reminded me how precious life really is..I love yall ( Read more... )

..ok..so im not supposed to be online..im grounded from the pc for my grades..but not my phone..hmm..weird..you'd think both but OWELL...just call me from now till..whenever i get my pc back..lol...So this weekend has been pretty relax..wich ive really needed here lately ( Read more... )

Yea..im def. sitting here in class..should be working on some stupid notebook..im not! lol..I should be worrying about my grades that my parents are gonna get tonite..I'm not..lol..Should be worried and thinking about alot of things..but im not..I cant..its not worth it ( Read more... )

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Ok..its been awhile since I've updated..I cant help it life is so dang hectic for me right now..all these choices I've been given..and I dont know wich one to pick.. my mom constantly telling me..what the heck are you going to do with your life..you need to figure it out! Your almost and adult..and to that i say..noo im really not..im only 16! dang ( Read more... )