I should write a cheesy beach read called "waiting for a pig to fly ( Read more... )

how does this happen... four weeks and I found someone I really like. Might as well shoot me now... we all know how great I am at this.

I'm moving back to Long Island. This likely means me and Cisko are through but I am not ready to say it say it ( Read more... )

I snooped
I looked at everything

my heart broke

maybe it was unreasonable

im not sure

im trying to love you like i did before

I'm trying to feel the warmth in your embrace
I'm trying to think you care about my days
I'm trying to feel it in my soul
but I cant let these little hurts go

This is the only place i can write about this and vent without feeling like someones viewing my status update etc... and though I write infrequently in here now its a home away from home ( Read more... )

im suddenly realizing my parents didn't really have such high expectations of me ( Read more... )

I don't know why I never listened to everyone always saying so and so was "sketchy". Should have... it would have saved me a lot of grief last night and this ill sickening feeling.

I dont even know what to type.

Im disturbed.

and I miss Cisko so much right now, I just want to be in his arms and feel safe.

why in dreams people that you knew in real life suddenly seem SO MUCH BETTER than they were in real life. It's like my subconscious going... oh this is what you saw in them for years. Even though they didn't even know how to be friends with you... apparently your dumb ass subconscious fingered them as the most handy available person EVER... when ( Read more... )

The air is so sweet today coming through my living room window it is hard to even grasp that I am still in brooklyn, it smells like country air. Two and a half years I have lived in this apartment. When I moved in here I thought, this is where all my dreams will come true. Lame and foolish I know. I believed that I had a boy that loved me, I ( Read more... )

I just read the first two books of The twilight series within four days... I'm itching for the next. The weird thing is I just realized though the character Edward isn't "defined" really... I mean there is an image given but like the rest is up to me ( Read more... )