Long overdue entry, unfortunately it is of the ranting variety, so be forewarned ( Read more... )

My mom ia getting a tattoo as we speak. Looks like she has reached her midlife crisis....now she will cry even MORE than usual.

I feel so strange lately. I will go through periods of amazing joy and confidents and not two hours later I will be reduced to a quivering, self-concious mess. I have gained some weight, so that may contribute to some of my self-consciousness, but I do not think that is the main reason. I am faultering. I am not sure where to go next. I hope for ( Read more... )

I have a new car. It is not brand new by any means, but it is nice and safe and hopefully this one will not try to kill me. It's a Saturn. Two doors, champagne in color. REALLY clean and nice. I am happy. I can go places again and I don't feel so stranded. I have freedom again and now I am free to run away whenever I find it necessary to escape ( Read more... )

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Well, school is about to begin and I guess for the hell of it I will share with you all the classes I am taking this semester so you all can see what a goon I am ( Read more... )

I could have died today. It was much scarier than I thought it could be. My car hates me...and decided to tell me so by unlatching its' hood while I was driving on the freeway, rocketing it backward nearly shattering my windshield. Somehow, I managed to get over to the side of the road without hitting anyone and without anyone hitting me. I don't ( Read more... )

I am no longer able to go to Santa Cruz for my birthday. Got into yet another accident. I swear, someone out there is trying to ruin my life. I now am going to have to restructure everything about my schedule for school and work. I am not going to be driving for a while, so that is why my birthday is cancelled. Hopefully no one changed their ( Read more... )

I have had a great deal of trouble updating in the past few months. I have been lacking in inspiration. So much to say, but so few words to describe it all. I have been having some intense emotional battles lately. I have tried very hard to keep them all in check, but lately I have been finding that hard. I am just frustrated. I am in a bit of a ( Read more... )

The semester has ended, the Summer session I have signed up for begins tomorrow. I will never have rest, it seems. I got straight As this semester, a feat I have never achieved before, and did not expect to due to my crazy work schedule. Perhaps working in the morning was exactly what I needed. I will have an intense 4 and a half weeks of Summer ( Read more... )