Knew this was coming.....

[vykkdraygo]

Around a month and a half ago, the meds did something they've done a few times while I was on them. Just stopped working. After this most recent time, I decided to move on without them. I felt like I was in stasis with that stuff, and I felt like it was time to learn to deal with my own issues on my own terms. Which meant I'd be going back to

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[devilduckie831]

If there's no spark, there's no spark. Take it from me, you don't want to lie to yourself. Because then you two are sitting on your front step, the other party drunk off some Jim Bean, and they drop the L-bomb and all you can say is "well... if that's how you feel..." Then comes the awkward silence.

(gotta wake up Michael, will write more.)

[devilduckie831]

Anyway, I can understand why you'd crawl into your shell for a bit. Not like I can condemn it much, I actually try to not be a total hypocrite. But, like I have been for the past almost nine years, you know where to find me if you need to talk. I may get frustrated with you from time to time, but I always come back, now don't I?

I've been doing a lot of thinking myself actually. Just because of how "deep" I've gotten into this being an adult thing. Being married, having a little one, etc. The things that there is essentially no turning back from, and I've been pondering over a lot of "what if" scenarios. =/

[vykkdraygo]

As a semi-professional "What-if'er", try not to. Enjoy what you have. Too many "What-ifs" drive you crazy. Believe me, I've been there.

[devilduckie831]

Not many, just one really. =/

[namhyunsu]

Meds can be a bridge, I guess, to get you through the low spots to a better point where you can start to deal with the issues (either on your own, on your own terms, or with a professional's guidance). Eventually, issues have to be dealt with & figured out - and you choose to become extra introspective to do so. It's just part of who you are

[vykkdraygo]

Makes sense. We'll see how it goes when I get a chance to talk to her again