I'm going to have to disagree with Cindy. You can't choose who you like. You're right, it is instinct. If I could choose who I liked and how I felt, I wouldn't be so damn impulsive and make stupid decisions. Heh even sometimes I wish I liked a specific person, but I couldn't ever make myself
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I proved that I can. If only I'd proved it sooner. It is by no means however a sign that any guy can say "I love you" within the first couple months and it be real. Not saying I'm the only one who can do that either. Just don't take me as an example to ever let your guard down. I'm a rarity. I just know myself better than most people can say. I spent way too much time learning my emotions. Too much time watching other people deal with theirs. Seen them succeed, and fail. For the longest time all I did was sit and watch and learn. Then I had to venture out and deal with it myself. I learned. Too much. More than any man should know about emotions.
I don't know if any of it was worth it, but at least people can usually believe me when I say something... I can truly say it and you can truly believe me, I just wish it were still allowed :] I'm always reminded of that time too. And as doubtful as you might have been, I miss it. 'Cause you were mine. Or at least it felt that way for a time
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I don't know if any of it was worth it, but at least people can usually believe me when I say something... I can truly say it and you can truly believe me, I just wish it were still allowed :] I'm always reminded of that time too. And as doubtful as you might have been, I miss it. 'Cause you were mine. Or at least it felt that way for a time
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