I wasn't so expendible to those I care about most ( Read more... )

I need help... I can't talk to anyone, but can someone give some suggestions or something? I'm not fairing well on my own at all x_x;

So for anyone that was wondering about my messenger icon, or LJ avatar, or my whole set in EoFF, they're not from a cartoon or game or anything. Just the random works of one artist known as Matt HolmbergEnjoy ( Read more... )

I'm off to save Imoen

( More heart stuffs )

Hospital again ( Read more... )

Okay, so far I've had X-rays, that came first. They got me in real fast to start with. I got there a little before 8 and they were ready for me. Soon as I was done with that another chick from radiology grabbed me. And we went off to do my cardio-ultrasound (in my neck). That was kinda weird. Watching blood pump through my neck on screen. These two ( Read more... )

Well, a big day starts when I wake up. 8am sharp. Sleeping will be fun. I'm still getting pangs of ... whatever's wrong with me. Its kinda strange that I should hope it continues, so that its there for them to pick up. Find out what's wrong with me... These freakish bursts of adrenaline in my chest are actually kind of annoying anymore. Its bad ( Read more... )

Well I just had an unexpectedly wonderful conversation with James. I won't go into much detail because I still have a mild respect for other people's privacy. Granted I've crossed that boundary a time or two, I was upset and I figure that's understandable. I needed an ear/shoulder. And certainly wasn't going to get it from where I needed it at the ( Read more... )

I guess I should let everyone who was concerned know that I was mistaken. The hospital couldn't set me up an appointment while I was visiting my doctor. So my appointment at the hospital wasn't today. It was set up today. As in they made the appointment today. The appointment itself is next wednesday. 8am. No food, no drink. She said to prepare for ( Read more... )