Doctor's office hurried up and got me in today. Something's deffinitely wrong. Not really much to talk about now. Not really in the mood either. They ran an EKG in the room. No idea what came of that. And now I have to go to the hospital tomorrow for a cardio ultrasound ( Read more... )

Almost 3 AM and I'm still awake. Guess I still have a few issues. I'm gonna die of exhaustion eventually. I should just go to bed. Not really in the mood to talk about anything. Haven't had much room in my worries for everything. Tomorrow... or rather, today is the last day of the month. Can't wait till it's behind me. My mom's eye cancer flared up ( Read more... )

I just got out of the shower. I shaved. I feel good. I shouldn't say this, but I can't remember the last time I showered. Don't take that the wrong way. Considering when you don't sleep properly the days kind of run together and you lose track of everything except for the moment you're currently in. So it hasn't been more than a day or so. But I ( Read more... )

Someone's calling me as a Restricted Number. Not in the mood to talk to random strangers right now. If its any of you, I apologize. Just lemme know and I'll answer next time. There's other things I could probably update about. But I'm freezing, and tired, and probably going to get dragged off here in a short while. Peh

Mmm another troubled sleep. I hate waking up at 3 or 4 in the morning and having to just lay there trying to polish the rest of it off. I wind up feeling like I got no sleep. Always tired, but never sleepy :/ My appetite's starting to cooperate a bit more though... Not that that says much, considering how uncooperative it was. But I guess I'll get ( Read more... )

Okay, so appetites can't just magically pop back like I thought. But I'm closer... Been chugging Slim-Fasts and BOOSTs to keep up energy. Just can't seem to find myself interested in eating anything ( Read more... )

Full blown flu sucks. I don't get much sneezing or coughing. Sneezes are only caused by allergies or dust. Coughing hasn't been a big thing since I was a kid. Same with vomitting. No my version of the flu (that I always get) is my whole body is just raging agony. Hurts to move. Hurts to touch anything. Gah ( Read more... )

Okay... I'm totally not doing that sleep thing. I had a nap earlier. It was nice. But it was short. I've been awake all evening and now most of the night ;_; Usual sinus pressure I'm used to. But apparently last night it drained a lot and now my throat is all sore and raw and on fire. It almost felt like I was coming down with the flu, but now it's ( Read more... )

It's time to go to bed. But I just wanted to say a few things. I got a little emo last night. I don't think anybody really noticed. But I apologize anyway. But it prompted a little catching up between Jess and myself. Which was nice. Got some things off my chest. Heard more about her life. Enjoyed each other's company for a while. Not as down as I ( Read more... )

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