Many times in culture, people tend to get so wrapped up in who's faith is the 'right' one that they overlook the seriousness of a community faltering. A community that has forgotten what it means to take care of itself, instead wanting 'outsiders' to take care of them.

Many are raised in environments that do not allow them to share happy childhood ( Read more... )

Due to some requests, I have returned to write on this platform as well as My Space.

I had put my heart in a lil box (with holes, so it can breathe) untill I knew for sure what I wanted and who might come along to fill that spot so I could give them adoption rights to it(the heart, not the box) I recently decided it might be time to write up the adoption papers for a signature.

I was rather touched by the recent 30 minute spot of Obama. But also knowing politics is a glam and soul wrenching production, I took it with a grain of salt (I of course am hopeful). In the entire beautifully created infomercial, he said one simple quote, that overshadowed all of the pretty words and lovely promises that politicians give, no ( Read more... )

There is something within me ( Read more... )

Ahh the strains of a heart.. why is it called heartache you wonder? Because it hurts like hell, that's why.  Years ago my mother told me that heartache was nothing more than growing pains. That when you allowed yourself growth, the pain ended and blossomed into a beautiful flower. Recently.. I forgot that and fastened myself onto the pain of ( Read more... )

Be warned.. I am going to cuss..a lot.

Why the FUCK do people feel the need to toss shit into your fan when they know you are happy? Why do they feel the utter overwelming neeeeeed to open their mouths and spit in your glass that is finally full? Drama, Jealousy..Attention??? What the FUCK!!!!

It seems I have "adopted" myself a Mountain Goat..that loves Llamas.... ;)

So..yeah. I had my emotional breakdown over the loss of a couple friends already, did rituals and meditations already too, so am feeling rather calm and collected. I think I needed to do that before I could  vent. I had a friend Greg, a close friend of near 12 years. Over the years we helped each other on many levels, including financial. so I came ( Read more... )

I am well loved, cherished by many. I am not in the least being snobby or too proud in that statement, it is just truth. I have amazingly loving friends that have often bailed me out, held me when I cried, laughed at my stupidity and not judged me or my actions as badly. BUT..I also, under no sense of the word can get a man willing to date me. Now ( Read more... )