i've been incredibly tense the past few days, so in a public attempt to de-strain myself, i'm focusing on happy thoughts ( Read more... )

why school and i don't mesh. it's the end of week 1 and i'm already overwhelmed and displeased. granted, it's my default mode, but still. i was all ready to jump back in, make the most of it all, woohoo senior year never gonna get this again. and now i just want the semester to be over. med school apps are kicking my ass, not to mention the ( Read more... )

hard ( Read more... )

part 1 of my summer, durham, is coming to a close in the next like 3 hours. granted, i'll be back before school starts, but that doesn't really count. work's been going, the rats are learning and i'm smothering them with petting affection. gonna miss the lunatics, although their frenzied craze right before eating time is starting to get a little ( Read more... )

like for shitting, my summer is over. and by that i mean i have 4 weeks left but my dear shit this went by way fast. and i don't have nearly enough paychecks ahead of me to make me feel justified. i have $29 to last me til friday. it's a lot and not enough at the same time ( Read more... )

like very much so. but anyway ( Read more... )

i have to say i am duly inspired by the timely updating of my chicago duo, miss stef e dittert and miss woos-ee wang. so not to be outdone, here i am updating on the nonevents in my life b/c unfortunately i'm not all up in the windy city. i told you guys i love chicago... in the summer ( Read more... )

you'd think i'd have deep thoughts. but no, i got nothing. just another flat, hollow entry. life's been ok, i had a most satisfying saturday when élan and i went to jordan lake, but other than that it's just been another chunk of time in which i feel slightly... static. well outside of the part where sudip sent me an unexpected and totally ( Read more... )

i have to turn in the amcas this month. and after weeks of trying to untool my essay, i'm really about ready to give up. wish me luck when i send this thing in guys ( Read more... )

apparently i've been assigned the task of putting the memorial day weekend down for posterity. only b/c it's your bday wusi, and b/c i wrote a good deal of this up in an email to nina already, so fine ( Read more... )