referring to how i feel about a) this past week, b) the coming weekend, and c) well whatever is left ( Read more... )

so i did this great things where i wrecked my car on the way to work yesterday morning which could not be worsely timed. this most seriously sucks, so don't expect any good moods any time soon. this summer bites a big one.

and the livin' is easy ( Read more... )

i think that's the only way to describe it. like... i feel i'm in a rut. but it's not like i'm in some horrible bad place and stuck in a rut, life is alright... but i'm still stuck. and i know it comes with the territory, either you are kind of middling around ok or else you're fluctuating like crazy between marvelous and miserable. but i could ( Read more... )

pain.

i'm sitting here drinking my ale-8 chuck hayes, lamenting the fact that all that was wonderful and hopefuly and beautiful was not to be. and that none of the people who understand or who i wouldn't feel i was bothering for being like i am are so far away or perhaps just nonexistent. and the cheese stands alone. good thing i like cheese.

so i finished home fun times in ky by having lunch w/adina at pazzos and then came back to curse nonstop at the kentucky game (and left wusi about 10 messages about how pissed i was). ma and pa came home and we drove up to the ville and watched the end of utah utep at the airport. left them and arrived in laguardia with good time, got to see the ( Read more... )

spring break pre-nyc ( Read more... )

yesterday was not the best day of basketball. but hey, spring break is on the way. 6 classes, 4 piano lessons, 3 meetings, and 2 flights til i'm back in the bluegrass where, let's be honest, i should just build a biodome and let people observe the makings of a hermit (because otherwise, christina worries i'll be... stabbing people...). i don't ( Read more... )

of being sick. seriously we have a deal world. i get sick at christmas and the derby. NOT in february, two months after i was already sick. not cool ( Read more... )

satisfied, but more... settled? whatever, apparently stars can ony have so many emotions, half of which i doubt i'll use (predatory? hopefully not ( Read more... )