i feel like i can't get enough of drew. i started to feel like i was being selfish about things and then i let it go and things got better. i love him so much i can't even believe it. but i never want this to go away. i really think me and him are the real thing. i cannot think of any reasons for us to get in a fight. girls just worry to much and ( Read more... )

i have cried every night since i have been home. i am worried about drew. his boss is leaving the church and drew is unsure about stuff and i feel like he is not talking to me and i am sad. i have been praying for him but i feel so distant from him.

i am scared. i dont like this at allllll.

so i have realized that within the last year so much has changed. even more than i ever imagined.

starts off with graduation. then summer, school, boyfriend, friends, family. its crazy how time flies. and how much can happen.

weekend with paige. :)

sometimes i wish we lived closer to family. i always enjoy my time here. the culture is different and i learn so much when i am here.and when i go back. its like my family disappears again.

:( and :)

oh my gosh. i am going to kill myself. first my thumb needs stitched and yesterday i was playing around with drew. i sat on my purse with another xacto knife in there. oh yeah. i sliced my leg open ( Read more... )

i almost said it sunday.... he was like "i like you" and then i was like "i lov...like you too" awkward eyes ( Read more... )

its valentine's day and im excited.

woot.

i thought drama was over with highschool. aparantley not. and sometimes you need to grow up.

kthanks daniel.

the first week is always great. little homework so all you do is hang out with your friends. woot ( Read more... )