The sky grew dark and it began to rain and ( Read more... )

they can laugh about their childhoods and all the silly things they did, but keep quiet, you can't let them know. to laugh with them now, and shop and smoke and hang, to be rightfully at home with amazing people, the elitists you love, you worked so hard for this.

we found a drummer for our band. he lives in livonia, but has a car and money and no problem with driving up here all the time this summer. just wait, i'm going to be a rockstar someday ( Read more... )

i saw her first in a cramped bathroom, with a wide smile across her face. her pupils were huge, i asked what she was on. and first she just grinned even bigger, looked away a little bit, and wouldn't answer me ( Read more... )

1. Explain your journal screen name and it's meaning ( Read more... )

Someday I'm going to write a book. I'll say "this is where I first reclaimed an abandoned building, this is where I first saw the pacific coast, this is the first time I've been to europe, this is the first time i've held a guitar." it will be amazing and fulfilling and everyone who reads it will wonder what they were doing while i was doing that. ( Read more... )

i'm having a bad day. bad week. bad month, bad year ( Read more... )

i'm so close, i'm so so so so close ( Read more... )

... you make me feel like less than human.

fucking miss you.