Awakened - but... not ( Read more... )

Sounds interesting? Maybe. but apparently it's a legitimate problem, and I have all the symptoms, or so I am told by the one who's touch I crave. My real problem is, I LOVE TO BE TOUCHED - but - I HATE TO BE TOUCHED BY ALMOST ANYONE. It takes me forever to build trust to get to that point, and even then - there has to be that oh so rare and ever ( Read more... )

Its me - I push everyone away, not that I mean to or want to. I want the opposite so bad that I fuck everything up. Always have. But I am trying to be better. Each day getting better at this. They say life is not a video game, and while its true there's no reset button, no save point - as one gets better it is as if the levels go up. Each time I ( Read more... )

Like a ship in a storm ( Read more... )

Oh reflection could it be ( Read more... )

feeling kinda panicky tonight. I've been fighting that insomnia again for the last week. bleah

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wow. Someone fucked up real bad. You do NOT attack Boston. prayers for those affected. God help those who were responsible... or not.

azalea festival today.   too much to see! thought I'd try out the app,  but hate typing on these things. guess I'm old fashioned and like my keyboard. more to come later.

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fuck everything.
i miss Josh, I miss Wyatt Earp, I already miss Madie and the choice I must choose for her soon.
I miss Kyra, I even miss Marnie... i dont even know why!

I don't get it. I don't fucking get it... why the hurt? why the pain? why the death? why the sudden emptiness in the eyes.

where did they all go?

sooo, when's it my turn?