Life is not as it seems, never has been. Everytime I think I've got it figured out, some crap comes along and gets in the way. I was supposed to return to college last August. Well, that didn't happen. My dreams are still there, still waiting in the wings, as it were. Writing music is the only thing that makes me happy anymore, that and spending ( Read more... )

Ever feel like you're living someone else's life? I do, sometimes. Like what I'm doing isn't meant for me. I don't know. I've been in a funk for a while. I thought I was coming out of it at the beginning of the year, it seems to have consumed me, yet again. I'm going back to school in January, after a three year hiatus. I'm excited about that. I've ( Read more... )

I volunteer for a lot of stuff. As an adult I feel compelled to do so, sometimes I'd like to kick myself, or, stick a sharpened pencil in my ear. One of the two...I graduated from high school three years ago. I went away to college, far away from home, away from everything I knew. It was good, it was time. So I spent a year living in a place that I ( Read more... )