So I'm getting my wisdom teeth cut out on Friday andI know it's going to hurt lik a bitch and I'll just spend the whole entire day/week complaining till I turn blue. No worries though, we just have to get this out of the way and then move on. Right? Right ( Read more... )

It's so very strange, not wanting to die anymore. I'm so used to the feeling I feel...I dont know...I've wanted to die sense I was about 12 and now the feeling has gone away...I'm a realist if you havent figured that out and i know my "joy" isnt gonig to last for long which is sad but that's the way my life works. It feels so great to be able to ( Read more... )

Nothing has been going on besides stress ( Read more... )

So everything is crumbling at my feet. My best friend now loves me and i mean I told this guy EVERYTHING, he's like thee twin I never had (that was born a year after me). He knows all there is to know about me and when he confessed that (which I knew anyway) it was a rude awaking for me...I'm losing all my best friends due to some major conflict. I ( Read more... )

You say you’re not happy

That your life is dragging you down

You cry out for love but I’m the only one around

I’m the only one here

The only one who will stand by your side

Through the day and through the night

You scream out for salvation

But no one seems to care about you anymore

You can’t win against this internal war

I can’t stand to see you cry

When you ( Read more... )

This is absolutly insane. Staring at pictures wont bring her back to me so what's the point??/ All it does is make me sad and make me want ot hang myself from the nearest tree ( Read more... )

I cant keep doing this ( Read more... )

I never meant to hurt you ( Read more... )

Ehhh.. this has been a crazy week and it hasnt been fun to say the least ( Read more... )