my depression manifests itself in destructive personal habits involving alcohol and nicotine, a keen satisfaction anytime i hold a nerf gun (especially the shotgun variety), and a raging desire to garner respect through fear.

that makes me a badass in need of a hug.

in approximately 14 hours my research paper on Hudson Valley ghosts is due. current page count: 6. intended length: 10 to 15. time i started: 5:30 p.m ( Read more... )

Dear Rachel ( Read more... )

oh rachel. not again ( Read more... )

so there's this clubhouse, right, and it's technically my clubhouse, since i'm the only one who only exists as myself, or perhaps as a younger version of myself - i am the unwitting audience to these events ( Read more... )

48 hours ago i was hopped up on speed, at a formal i wasn't invited to, talking to a married man. later i was smoking inside beside a giant generator. i also took a fantastic spill on the bridge in front of everybody - one good fall per semester, i say, and then i friended the fellow who was supposed to be supporting me and my tractionless heels. ( Read more... )

FACT: If you drink 5 glasses of wine with dinner, you will fall asleep during the play you go to see afterwards ( Read more... )

i love stealing general tso's from the common room refrigerator ( Read more... )

it's probably the weather, but lately i have been secretly reserving evidence for a fight of some kind. this is probably also the definition of passive-aggressiveness. because at one point in time i was a very angry freshman and i had a hit list (not a real one, i never wrote it down, though i could still recite it if you asked) and now i have one ( Read more... )

fact: doing work in opus will inevitably lead to falling asleep on a couch for 2 hours ( Read more... )