Well well well. When I said yes to "restore from saved draft" a delightful mess of unhappiness and angst appeared.

BUT THAT TIME HAS PASSED!

I am an MFA student at the University of North Carolina at Wilmington, and here is my new blog, if you are interested, or, you know, even reading this at all.

smallsagas.blogspot.com

OKAYBYE FOREVER 

okay Rachel. now is the time to BANISH DOUBT and VANQUISH TREPIDATION and COMBAT INSECURITY ( Read more... )

dear other person in my independent study which is meant to prepare us for being professional writers even though that is not a possible thing to be prepared for nor do we have any real chance of success otherwise known as welcome to the hobo for life club ( Read more... )

one of those unfortunate sunday evenings where i want to make a list of Things I Am Good At And Therefore Can Take Solace In When This Whole 'Writing' Business Seems Suicidal and I Am Plagued With Doubt and Anxiety. the list would go a little like this ( Read more... )

preface: i don't really know why i type in this thing, aside from it keeps me company in the wee hours, when campus has all dropped off to sleep like sane folk should. and i had honestly forgotten that i revived this the other night when i was out of my mind in a stupid but unarguably fun way. but since it's alive, i might as well feed it ( Read more... )

the current situation: sitting at my brand new ruby-red computer, potentially hopped-up on medications i personally do not have prescription to, listening to The National, wondering when i will go to actual sleep ( Read more... )

me: in Germany.

this journal: now here!

europeetal.blogspot.com

CHECK IT OUT

OKAY so i guess i can deal with the B+ because i had the biggest crush on one of my classmates throughout the whole semester and i totally earned his respect (or at least attention?) by the end of the year. BUT COME ON, PROF, I WROTE 15 PAGES ON FUCKING GHOSTS! THAT IS SO AWESOME! I DESERVE AN A JUST FOR THAT ( Read more... )

i am sad. but i am also massively hungover. my emotions are currently in the backseat, as this throbbing, beer-and-booze-induced headache is steering most everything ( Read more... )

CAN'T SLEEP POD PEOPLE WILL EAT ME

OR DONALD SUTHERLAND WILL JUST SCREAM AT ME

GOOD THING I HAVE A PAPER TO COMPLETE

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH