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i'm crushed.

spring break from work means hanging around my parents' house, making half-hearted efforts on the treadmill and watching Court TV until my eyes bug out. 

This time I was teaching German II.  A terrible lady was in the back behind a glass window. I could see her and knew she was watching me. I was teaching the kids vocab about shopping, and when I said "Metzgerei" the lady's face morphed into ghastly pale skin, two black, black holes where the eyes were and a glowing red triangle on her mouth. Some ( Read more... )

i love you to pieces, too.

There is a whoosh of air through the vent beneath the bed and into the dining room below. B sits back and wants to know where I was tonight; of course, I was here the whole time. There was nowhere else and there is no one else, but my leg was hurting again. Snatches of dust waft up under the shade of the trumpet lamp and the toilet hisses. I turn ( Read more... )

it too was given to me....light green eyes that shed tears for me
i can tell myself this as i lay dying

happy thanksgiving !!!!

i could bleed to death out of spite! *needs to stop feeling so much*

I NEED A JOB.

The one close to me is part time and the one that is full time is far away.

Can I seriously really peace out after just a year of work?

I keep derailing my career.