so. went home this weekend... and i have to say as much as I love my family, I am SO ready to be outta that house. It was interesting, J said that he kinda understands why I make things all about me a lot... its because its never about me at home. My entire life my sister has taken up the air in any room, and my parents (at least my mother) hasn't ( Read more... )

i hate this month ( Read more... )

So here I am in Washington... figured i'd update ( Read more... )

So ( Read more... )

so i really REALLY should be doing something else right now, but oh well, i felt like i should write ( Read more... )

i haven't written in FOREVER. lol. bunch has been happening ( Read more... )

just lost all the energy to write a post.

things are well, im coming home soon (belligafi)

cant wait to see people. and have sex (hey im honest)

love you all.

email me!

~Austyn

so. recap ( Read more... )

so things are WAYYYYYYY better. fun times man. i think i just needed one big huge meltdown and then i would be fine ( Read more... )

so i am kinda mad at myself. I feel like I should be enjoying this more, making new friends and living it up in Cairo, not wanting to go home. But it seems that every time I even think about home, I start tearing up. Which I feel like is pathetic. I should want to stay here, enjoy my time, do well in class, make new friends, have the experience of ( Read more... )