do you think its wrong to let your happiness lie, even partially, in someone elses hands? i guess thats a stupid question. its just that nothing compares to what is right in front of me. and i cant find anything that even seems to be better. you know that feeling when every song or everything you see reminds you of them. like everything in the ( Read more... )

i could have told you im not worth all the fuss ( Read more... )

hours become days and days become years
im just so damn tired of these fears

too confused to think.

wow its been a while. update: i moved into my new apartment with Katie and i absolutly love it! we went and refurnished the whole place and we have two kitties Ellie and Abby and i am as happy as ever ( Read more... )

betrayal seems to never completely disapear. karma....karma.

taking everything into perspective.....i am one lucky girl ( Read more... )

that was probably one of the toughest days in my life. i think it was because i was older, i knew what was coming, and there was nothing i could do about it. The family sat quietly in the waiting room reading magazines, eating snacks and keeping up useless conversation. all the while, my grandfather lay ill just above us, his fate unknown. i ( Read more... )

god, i dont deserve him.

im not sure i really get it, really understand it. maybe its just me. are words meant to bring such fear? or is it simply the preconcieved notions inside my head. im not such a deep person, or maybe i am and i just coat it with optimism and laughter. i like to pretend that i know what i want, but im quite positive im still striving to figure it out ( Read more... )

craziness is completely dependent upon the level of normality in your life. so far from mine. in a generation that manifests themselves comepletly in their own self absorption...its hard to break free. reguardless of that, no rope is long enough to tie us down. a free spirit to every hippie degree. to be able to speak the truth, saying that life is ( Read more... )