i cant fucking stand it when people say they are your best friend and then act like complete assholes to you in front of "cool" people. i was part of your life....i was in on it. i was there for you before all this new shit. dont fucking write me off like im some dumb bitch. so fucking immature. i need to get out of here....i miss how it used to be ( Read more... )

i think i must be really bored because this is like my 3rd entry today. nat isnt here to sit around and be bored with me. nat where are you? i met a girl today who went to a highschool in SD and she knows a bunch of my friends from back home. what a small world ( Read more... )

ok, i am going to take a minute to bask in my own glory...sorry....so last year i blew up like a fucking balloon from all the caf food, but this summer i tried to make a conscience decision to do better. it payed off. today i tried on my "skinny pants"...we all have them...and THEY FIT!!!!!!!! omg like 5 more lbs and they will look hot. lol, im so ( Read more... )

dont you ever wish that the saying "why cant we be friends" could actually be true. i mean i know there are people that you just would rather never talk to, but there are a choice few that you dont necessarily get along with, but you wish you could be cool with. i feel like with recent and not so recent events, some of my friendships have been ( Read more... )

i feel better now....

How long I’ll wait ( Read more... )

i hate drama

dont ever settle
dont let anyone tell you that you dont deserve something
dont ever forget where you came from
dont ever forget who got you there
dont ever let people who you care about go
dont ever comprimise your morals or beliefs
dont ever forget the good times

*i am going to miss you girls. dont forget eachother.*

in case no one has noticed i have made this shit for brains journal friends only. i feel powerful doing that. if you want me to add you...just ask silly! luv u all.

finally everything, all the drama is done, over, finito! no more talk about it no more discussion. much love to YOU ALL!