Although suspension is fun, the make up work sucks!

I hate this. I find myself analyzing every word that comes out of his mouth everytime that I talk to him. I know that he doesn't want what I'm waiting for. I wait for every call and once that phone rings my heart drops. And when the phone clicks goodbye, my mind wanders and I am soon waiting for the next call. Like I'm sitting and waiting for some ( Read more... )

It's not that I don't love him. It's that he doesn't pay enough rent to take up this much of my brain.  And theres too many  times where I've said sorry. There is nothing to talk about and there is nothing to say anymore.  Two different people. It's obvious. He's simple. I'm more. And theres too many issues that we can't talk about. Both of us just ( Read more... )

My wish for you...

You find someone that will give you what you want. Someone that will listen to you. Someone to hold your hand through everything. Someone that will make you sandwiches. Someone that will wait for you just to scream your name. Someone that will have unlimited water bottles for you. Someone that will give you ( Read more... )

I'm done saying sorry. I'm done trying to make you listen to me. DO what you want. I don't have an affect on you anymore.

I never showed how I cared. I never said that words that you wanted. The only thing that really made you happy was when you saw my body. It hurts to know that the only thing holding us together is really just our attraction. It hurts to hear the words from your mouth. They never seem to be heart warming anymore. No matter what theres something to ( Read more... )

Paul drove my car yesterday. And it was my moms idea haha. it was fun. yesterday was really fun. Except my legs hurt like crazy today!!

By the way my boyfriend has to say things to me like "I'm not going to waste my texts anymore"

GOOD.

My spring break was very fun. I don't regret a thing. Wednesday was okay even though me and paul had a huge fight. But bekah brought me chocolates because she knew I was upset. I love her! Thursday was my daddy's birthday and it was enjoyable. Later we had a party at Bekah's and it was soooooo much fun!! Lets just say the next morning my boyfriend ( Read more... )

If you can't love me for me then stop. Just stop. I will prove to you that  I love you if you would just stop fucking yelling at me.