When I was going through a really rough time in my life...well so I thought it was a really rough time...a very important person in my life looked me in the eyes and told me ( Read more... )

Running is one of my favorite things to do...it lets me be myself all the way. WITH NO INTERUPTIONS. I leave my phone at home and all I have is a bottle of water, my music, and an empty road. It let's me just forget about everything and just concentrate on the moment. But on a side note...driving skewl today....lets just say me and bekah couldn't ( Read more... )

Mmm I went running tonight. I also had my first class of drivers ed tonight. It was fun. Me and bekah. And that kid that sits next to her. He goes to WVU. Pretty kewl. You can see the left over dip in his teeth though. Pretty ratty. Me and bekah ran over to walmart and then called paul to come pick us up lol. Okay well I don't have enough time to ( Read more... )

If we weren't dating we would probably be so much nicer to each other. I want to see him so badly right now but I know he's mad at me so it won't do me any good. I'm glad shawn and pat won their spot in the talent show. They are really good. I'm really hungry but there is no food in this place. Friday night I had to work and then I went to Pauls ( Read more... )

I wish I could put me and pauls emails on here from last year. They're so cute. lol. I like live to hear him say "I miss my lydia" again.

I feel like everytime I get mad at him it seems like it over rules everything that I love about him. I just get so mad that I really just don't even want to see him ever again. The fact that he's got like no priorites execpt drinking is annoying. And that we never have good conversations anymore. NEVER. What the hell is the point in dating. We were ( Read more... )

I love Dane Cook. hehe. Well this weekend has been okay. Not to eventful but thats okay. i have my audition today so it shall be fun. Write more later.

I'm obsessed. And my obsession gets worse and worse everyday. He's in my mind constantly. Everything about him. I love being with him. After liking him for soooooooooooo long. I can't help but to blush everytime I see him. And when I hear other girls talk about how hot he is...I just smile and think to myself YUP and he's with me;-). His little ( Read more... )

Last night. Was amazing. And I remember all the reasons of why I fell in love with him. Just laying in his big arms and having him wrap me around and just throw me around(kidding around of course) is just so much fun. And when he picks me up and throws me around. I love it. And when I just look up at him and he thinks that im absolutely adorable... ( Read more... )

I love you.I miss you.