He had his chance to change. I'M THROUGH WITH GIVING PEOPLE CHANCES. I'VE DONE IT FOR TOO DAMN LONG. It always screws me in the end anyway. And I'm tired of being the third wheel of Amanda and Justin. I love them both and Amanda is exactly what I use to be. But I can't be her anymore. I'm not the same girl anymore. I'm different. And I changed for ( Read more... )

I am completely speechless. I'm more upset about the fact that he wanted to know where I was when he didn't even call me all day. He called me at 11:30 am and talked to me for maybe 10 minutes. And then doesn't even call me til 8:40 PMMM. And asks me where I AM?!?!? Like since when did you care ( Read more... )

This has been by far the best valentines day I've ever had. The words that come out of his mouth mean more to me than anything that could be bought. I love him so much. And tonight was one of the best nights of my life.

SO yesterday I spent the day with Paul and we had just put my new SATIN silky leopard print sheets on my neww bed with my neww feather comforter. Maybe a half hour later...We already ruined them lol. Thanks paul. Thank you for doing that to my sheets. lol. My mom yells down the stairs "Lydia you haven't even washed them yet!!" and I yell back..." ( Read more... )

Here are just a FEW of the reason why I'm with you....

This is even before we were "Official"...Imagine what it's like now that we are "Official"

RpalpeeamseE: like ur actually sumone i chose to pick and not sumone i just fell into a relationship with
RpalpeeamseE ur realy everythin i want 
RpalpeeamseE: nighty night baby
RpalpeeamseE and i love bein ( Read more... )

The past 2 days=AMAZING

Saturday was the worst night of my life. I don't think I've cried that much since like 2 years ago. I did go shopping. And I got my boots. And I did have fun for a little bit saturday night but then it turned into the worst night. Sunday I slept for like 5 hours. Today was a gooood day though.

I'm just so tired. Tired of fighting. Tired of feeling like I'm a thing. Everyone else said that if they had a gf they would quit. Paul. No. Maybe I should just go back to not caring about what he did. I just won't be happy thats all. GOOD. I'm glad. I'll just do everything I can to make him happy. Why can't I have a relationship like Amanda. Thats ( Read more... )

Stupid Boy. Now you lost the only thing that made you realize.

I love how my boyfriend actually likes me and wants to talk to me. GREAT. I LOVE IT. ASSHOLE.