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Is all I can think of to say anymore. I wish that I had the motivation to write in here and I wish that I could smile twenty four seven but I can't. I sit at home in my room and I reminisce about my past, which I shouldn't] and my future, which I don't like to think about. I wonder why I'm sitting here thinking ( Read more... )

So obviously my school semester is half over with and what do I have to do during this upcoming week, drop a fucking class. With only about five weeks in the semester left, I am forced to do it. Why? Because my fat fucking teacher hates me so he does anything in his power to fuck with me.

Three weeks ago he shows up ten minutes late and I'm like ( Read more... )

Hey you guys. Its been a while since I last updated and there's been so much that I've wanted to say.

Steve came home last week [Oct. 7] and I was so scared and nervous to see him since it had been nine months. From the moment I walked in the door at Matt's, I thought that things were meant to be. We embraced each other and he gave me a kiss, but ( Read more... )

I never write entries anymore and I'm not so sure that's a big thing now ( Read more... )

steve comes home in less than two weeks ... i'm stoked

working on an english paper

sorry i haven't written much ... my computers broken and andrea just bought a new keyboard and mouse for her's

i miss you guys

I don't know why I bother to write in here occassionally anymore. It seems like a waste of my time. I mean there really isn't a point in sharing with any of you when in the end you don't give a shit anyway.

I feel like I'm headed downward again and I don't know why nor can I seem to stop these thoughts and feelings. For once in my life since my ( Read more... )

nothing to say but school started and i'm actually stoaked. so far i've had three of four classes.

history = awesome already and my teacher is sweet and i made a friend named rachel
japanese = hard but i made a friend named sheena and i'm going to do everything in my power to pass
women studies = alright and i made a friend named marie who's from ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIM

9/1/77 - 12/5/01

You are missed everyday

I love you

so i'm sitting in my room talking to an old friend and listening to my pretty rad Ten Tragic CD and a million and one things are crossing my mind. everytime i sit down to write in here i always draw a blank at what to say. for some reason things have not been flowing like they usually do and i don't know how to fix that ( Read more... )

over the last three days i have been doing a lot of thinking. in the shower yesterday morning i came up with something that i needed to get off of my chest. a bunch of lies that i always believe when in the end they're just out right dumb.

the perfect female in so many thousands of guys eyes is the blonde hair, blue eyed model perfect girl. the ( Read more... )