Serious abandonment issues.

Feb 28, 2004 14:08

Why doesn't anyone want me around ( Read more... )

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afrusticwear February 28 2004, 13:56:58 UTC
we all liked hangout with you when you were happy... but you werent ALL this week
i know for a fact i love happy trish... cause sad and depressed trish can be hard to deal with and can get old sometimes... but happy trish jokes around, makes it fun, makes me feel happy
but you know, no matter what i love you to pieces... regardless what trish you are being

and we DID called you and asked you to hangout with us MULTIPLY times
so dont making fucking look like when didnt want to hangout with you

yes we meade our intitial plans with out you, but that was because you were planning on heading out to flagstaff

you were the one who chose to stay in temepe
so stop making it look like we are being bad friends, cause we all care and love you and wanted to hangout but YOU were the one who didnt want to, so what are we suppose to if you wont

well love you sweetheart, and hope you do feel better

again, call if you want to hangout at all today
i dont know what im doing, but still call

<3's to you

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waitingforfate February 28 2004, 15:24:08 UTC
I told you guys I wasn't going to Flagstaff on Thursday. I wanted to stay around and hang out with all of you.

I'm just upset because it's frustrating Kyle. I thought Alison and I were going to hang out yesterday; I thought she was going to call me when her interview was over. Then I called her and everyone is hanging out and no one even called me to see if I wanted to come. Like that hurts...

It's one thing to call someone and ask them if they want to hang out, it's another thing to only invite them when they happen to call. If I wouldn't have called Alison, no one would have realized I wasn't there.

It just hurts. It's Saturday and no one wants to hang out with me. So rather than sitting alone, I came home to hang out with my dog. How sad.

I'm not making you guys out to be bad friends; I'm just saying that maybe I bug you guys or something. Maybe I'm not a good friend. I don't know.

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lovelikeapathy February 28 2004, 17:53:53 UTC
The things that I should say to you right now are inappropriate for this time and place. Livejournal is a personal, sacred place and I know how it feels to have someone attack you in your personal space. So I won't. If you want to know how I feel about this, you can call and ask me. And no, I probably won't be nice. But at least I have the courtesy to respect your privacy, personal space, and our friendship enough to keep what I feel like saying to you private.

I still love you and you are still one of the best friends I have made here. What really hurts is that you make me feel like I am not as good of a friend to you as you are to me. Like I wouldn't do what you do for me for you. And you are sadly mistaken because I would go to the ends of the earth for you. I would probably kill for you. Hell, tyler is proof that I would do some pretty bad things to make you happy.

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lunatari February 28 2004, 15:32:40 UTC
i'm sorry but there shouldnt be a difference between happy and depressed trisha. if you are friends...then it shouldnt matter. i know you are kyle...but it hurts when people only like you sometimes...when ita convenient for them...friends like you no matter what. but i know you love her kyle, i am just defensive...

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afrusticwear February 28 2004, 17:41:55 UTC
ok trish when was the last time you called ME ( ... )

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waitingforfate February 28 2004, 19:26:08 UTC
I just called you and you didn't answer your phone love.

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smileyqtmeg February 28 2004, 22:04:24 UTC
ugh, i totally know how that is. sometimes i just feel like no matter how happy and smiley i am, no one wants me around. it's taken me some time, but i'm finally figuring out that it isn't true. the same thing applies to you. i always wonder why people just don't even think about calling me and asking me to hang out, and it isn't because i'm not fun to hang out with, but it's because they just weren't thinking about it. trust me, if no one wanted to be around you, they wouldn't even bother posting messages to you. you are such a wonderful person, and so many people DO care about you. i just sort of put myself out there, and figure that the worst thing that can happen is someone will bluntly tell me to leave, or everyone will exclude me, and if they do, then screw them for not caring about me!

take care of yourself sweetie!!!
meg

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lunatari February 29 2004, 00:43:06 UTC
you all piss me off. fuck you.

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waitingforfate February 29 2004, 00:53:58 UTC
Sam, we worked things out. It's gonna be okay. I love you.

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lunatari February 29 2004, 01:05:09 UTC
fine.

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