"Sometimes in my head, I can still see pictures of you ( Read more... )

I don't know how else to put this ( Read more... )

I am ashamed to say that I still check this thing.... let alone post in it.  Kind of junior high ( Read more... )

I admit defeat.

I quit.

Fuck.

Apparently I didn't read my tax return papers when they were returned to me..... so I had no clue I was getting money back from the state ALONG with my federal return..... so i got a check in the mail from them today.   my federal return should be in my bank by this weekend..... so I'm quite excited about that ( Read more... )

I'm so preoccupied with wanting to leave here that I'm losing track of the people and everthing else around me.  I'm doing what I can.  I'm doing the best I can.  That should be all that matter, and that's what I thought was always missing.  It seems that an absence filled is soon replaced by another one needing filling though ( Read more... )

I've been strangely motivated to seek out higher knowledge lately.  I find myself reading into everything lately.  It's kind of nice..... but my mind is exhausted ( Read more... )

 So,  I'm not sure if I've ever posted from Steve's computer before....... but who cares ( Read more... )

My dad got pre-approved for a mortgage today.  To those of you who don't know what that means to my dad. . . . it means he (myself included) will be moving some short time after my birthday ( Read more... )

I was afraid of this.

But it will be good for me I suppose.