I got back from tennessee yesterday. it was awsome down there. no worries at all. i went 4 wheeling for about 4 hours at my uncle's buddy's ranch. 1000 acres os trails through thick as woods while smokin a ton of primo cronz..... yeah it was sweet. especialy when we stopped and watched the motor cross competion at lorretta lynns ranch. its right ( Read more... )

"though i keep searchin for an answer ( Read more... )

Whatever. i have a thousand different voices yelling at me from all directions. i dont know who to listen to. life sucks. all i have going for me is myself. im the only one that is concerned with my well being. ginger calls me. thats about it. no one else does. i dont know what to make of things. if i dont have any drugs for sale, im useless unless ( Read more... )

i'll be moving soon. still looking for a place, but i cant live in my apt much longer. there is so much stagnent negetive energy there i cant possibley hope to get rid of it all. I STILL havent had a chance to sit down and talk to mel. shit keeps coming up. never have time to talk while shes home because its always too late at night. i had a bit of ( Read more... )

"God grant me the surenety to accept the things i cannot change ( Read more... )

"The city streets are wet with rain tonight ( Read more... )

well kiddies, i suppose today is just like any other day. i wake up, go to work, come home. i went to a bachelor party this weekend. didn't want to go, but when i got there and had a few shots, i began to mingle with everyone pretty well. not the strippers though. i dont care much for them. its not my thing. i just bullshitted with the guests. ( Read more... )

well, things are the way they are which is how they have always been. to fight it is to fight everything. its best to sit back and let the events fold out on their own it would appear. im not going to florida with mel anymore, but im still taking some of the time off. dont know why, i have nothing to do, i just feel stupid taking off all this time ( Read more... )

Tomorrow will be three months since mel and i started dating.ever notice how three is a number of great importance in alot of things? it feels like my new years eve party was only yesterday. in these passed three months, i've hit the highest of the highs, and the lowest of the lows. its as if the universe has been throughing curve balls at me to ( Read more... )