Well, Justin Hess has passed back into the great lifestream of the universe and yet another member of the family is gone. its always a shame when someone you know passes young like this. we didnt always get along like the best of friends, but we were part of a "family" of friends. words fail me at this time. there isn't much i can say. i found out ( Read more... )

Ha! Thats right! Another year has come and gone. That means my enemies have failed and i have survived. not like the legion of doom is after me or anything, but i pissed off a few people this year. But they all had it coming. i remember one year ago and the crew i was rolling with. We were all thick as theives. we were all broke as fuck, but we ( Read more... )

well its arter midnight, im high, im drunk, and im listening to no dought. wierd. i dunno, i guess todays a happy day. i had the day off came to this shin-dig and its cool. mels treatin me like an ass-hole but whatever i guess. im still pretty happy i got a new job where im at least respected a little bit. i dont really care losing a managenagement ( Read more... )

"times have changed ( Read more... )

well, this sucks. im sitting here in the office at my work while everyone else has gone home because i have no ride. i hate my car being fucked up. its a point of depression for me. i love driving. just going for rides driving around. it calms me down. i dont like just sitting in one spot all the time. i like to look around at things observe them, ( Read more... )

well, this was a most interesting weekend, i must say. friday, i went and got the part i neede to get the fat mobile running. only to my great surprise, the part that ass hole sold me is fucking junk. i guess thats why they call it a junk yard. so, i have decided to break down and just buy a new one. $100.00. goddamn what a bummer. oh well. its for ( Read more... )

Hello kiddies. it looks like thing smay be looking up for your old pal the fat man here. hopefully, i will have enough money this check to get the fat mobile up and running. well at least running. i'll drive it illegal if i must, but id rather not. "all things considered im doin just fine." thats a country song, but please dont hold it against me. ( Read more... )

boy howdy theres been some completly insane shit goin down in these last couple weeks. fighting, yelling, lying, crying, its all out of hand. people posing as saviors when they're destroyers. gaurdian angels begging to have their wings clipped. everyone is the victim arent they. "woe to he who gives his all, for he is the first to be forgotten." if ( Read more... )

what ever happens. from the way things look, mel and i are through. it sucks my as harder than a hole in the hull of a space station, but thats how it is. im the kind of person that hurts. not hates. i want to stay in contact with her needless to say. id be lying if a said otherwise. and anyone i know will tell you i stand by my word. who knows, ( Read more... )