I feel bad/guilty for not calling... but a big part of me feels like not calling is for the best for at least a little bit longer as I don't feel too healthy either

I had a series of disturbing dreams last night involving Scott and Lindsey I think
Wish I could remember them but I still have residual anxiety


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I think I am getting sick again, my throat is getting tight

It's always good to stay up painting untill 2:30 a.m. when your eyes can no longer focus and see straight ( Read more... )

I feel like work at admissions is really testing my patience, along with other random happenings within the school ( Read more... )

I don't want to sleep

You grow up being the observer most of your life, you are on the outside looking in ( Read more... )

Tonight is so boring, so so boring
I will paint for a while though, and continue to painstakingly make decisions on it
I think the project will make my mind melt by the end
Thankfully Lindsey is back so Scott can get back to normal and reemerge from the depths

2nd rejection letter is now over

There is just a lot less purpose in life currently, or so it seems ( Read more... )

Only in art school do they leave you a clump of their own hair in your mailbox to show their friendship
I guess I am not enough of an art kid to actually not be grossed/creeped out and take it with me

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The fact I haven't heard from Columbia yet is actually really comforting. I imagine them sitting at a table debating between me and another person, ( Read more... )