I feel safe sometimes, behind security equipment or in a large group of people ( Read more... )

I've snuck out of my house for the last 3 nights in a row. I never really got the urge to sneak out before... but now I guess it's kind of fun. I can't really get into trouble either... what a fucking bonus. So parties, I guess... and stuff ( Read more... )

In the first 48 hours that I've been single, I've been what I guess you would call speed dating. That's funny right? So let me take this oppertunity to paint a very long detailed picture of the rise and fall of my life that has taken only a few short days in the making. It may look something like this ( Read more... )

I consider myself as a feminist even though my nails are always painted and I have a bad habit of touching up my make-up at the worst times. I enjoy shaving my legs...armpits especially because it's almost a requirement when wearing most things in my wardrobe. At times, it can can satisfying in the most shallow way to witness a grown man become ( Read more... )

I have neglected this journal. I will not do that anymore. From the first of August until today I have been so busy that it's been extremely difficult to even take care of myself properly... but then again who actually has time to commit to silly responsiblilties such as that. I went to the big city today and left behind probably the most ( Read more... )

I work for a filthy rich republican. Her house could be condemed and that's an understatement. I've never met people who can walk into a spotless room and within 10 minutes it turns looks like whats left of a third world country right after an atomic bomb explsion. So the countless number of hours I do spend cleaning are worthless because by ( Read more... )

It is 10 o'clock in the morning. I have no business being awake so I'm feeling particularly bitter about it. I haven't been able to sleep well at all lately. I'm lucky if I catch a few hours of sleep after I finally collapse from exhaustion but even that is interrupted by a bad dream ( Read more... )

Imagine the world at it's very most humble beginning. Not even one materialistic item is even in existance. During this time, when humanity was still in it's infancy, the only purpose in life became trying to stay alive for as long as it was possible ( Read more... )

It's rare that a certain series of events occur right in front of ones' face that will have a dramatic effect on how a person interperets life. Today, I was given a remarkable gift from someone that.. for once.. didnt wrap it up with a pretty bow on the top or a gift that had any specific purpose. I'm actually positive this person hadn't had even ( Read more... )