so it's been a while...

[walkinbackstage]

I haven't updated in a long while, so i decided i'd post something written on 12-12-05:

an end has come and a beginning now birthed, so what will the future bring?

I know I've made/ make empty promises, I try and don't always accomplish- but it's always with the best of intention.

That's no longer good enough for me to feel comfortable in my own

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[walkinbackstage]

Hello! it has definitely been a while. I'm sorry for the distance and inability to keep in touch- I've been doing a lot of growing up really and a lot of that is staying away from the springs for periods of time that are as long as possible. it probably sounds weird but if i'm ever gonna let my parents know that they don't always know best when it comes to my life, it's something that has to be done, consequently i'm never around. honestly, friends are never necessary- you have them because you want to, and i apologize if i've ever seemed as if i didn't want you around. the phone calls are a two way communication oppurtunity. I'm not the only one who hasn't picked up the phone. the truth is brandon i used to have your number memorized, (it would surprise me if you've ever cared to know mine)- and I no longer do so i haven't called you. and even though I dont' leave comments- I do read and think of you often, it just seems as if as much as you're crying out to the public- if you want someone to sit there on the other line or to look

[hope_meets_less]

i have a million things to say to you after that. actually, ive really missed saying things to you period. are you home for break? the reasons why i dont really call many people are exactly whats wrong right now. i'd love to talk and to hang out. i'll be in boulder for new years. where will you be?

[walkinbackstage]

OH MY GOD how i've missed you!! and I am home for break- just no idea of how to get a hold of you- I should've just drpped by your house or something- I had also heard rumor that you were in hawaii for all of break, but I'm so happy to hear you are here and will be around. if you want you can give me a call 641-4706 or just drop me a line somewhere so I know you're number again, I have so much to talk to you about, strictly because I somehow know you'll understand. love you and hopefully talk to you soon.