Gawd I'm depresed. I'm lonely and depressed in a big city in which I don't feel welcome anymore. I'm not a city boy. It's fun for a while. Hell I'm sure it's fun if you have some friends here, but the people I know have either blown me off of are bussy all the time. I miss my friends, I miss my kids. I miss being at home on my couch at night ( Read more... )

Well I woke up thismorning to the sound of my cell phone ringing. It was Katie from Kent. She is at the protests on the Mall. She said she would call me latter when she was tired of being there and we could hang out. That would be cool. It would be nice to see someone from home. I miss home. Going to clean up the mess that Matt and his ( Read more... )

I know no one want's to hear me whine any more, and I don't know how to do that hidden thing Molly does. So if you don't want to hear it skip to the end of the message. (begin whineing) What the hell is wrong with me?? Jen snubed me again on the phone today. I don't get it. If she changed her mind why didn't she say that to me? I would understand. ( Read more... )

Ok I'm on OK cupid now. I'll bet you all that not one person will be interested in me. Who's up for the bet.

By the way does anyone besides Molly read my posts?

According to OK cupid I am ( Read more... )

Happy Beltaine festival day. I hope you are all having a great time. I wish I could be there with you all. Much love. Someone save me a Beltaine kiss for when I get back.

Damn now that's a party. I have had a night that would be any potheads dream come true. I played stonner flux with Andy Looney the creator of fluxx. We smoked together. I have a special eddition card for fluxx, it's the Andy Looney Keeper. I got to light up my joint and smoke it with Kieth Stroop (the founder of NORMAL). In the ballroom of ( Read more... )

Bad News 1 ( Read more... )

Actualy the photos are at http://photos.yahoo.com/jaysen_greyfeather They are in the walking bear album, and are called jen_in_the_park and jen_rose.