i changed my diary name to illegible_messs so if anyone would like to still read an actually updated diary, add that name! thanks!

the last time i updated this journal was about a year ago.

what does it take to be happy?

Remember when you were 6 years old and getting a new toy and sharing it with you next door neighbor made you the happiest person ever?

this journal is now on friends only. if people i know read this they'll probably all get mad at me and think there is something serverly wrong with me...so leave a note if you want to be on my friends list.

so i havent done alot of updating in this journal. i have another journal on a different webpage, that i definitely update more. i typed out all my camp diary entries i wrote well i was at camp. except i dont want to put them here, because i know people read this that i dont want to. im thinking of maybe doing a friends only or something. i dont

im at college...i dont know if ill be updating this. we'll see. i miss camp =(

so yesterday i went into nyc at like 12 for dispatch concet w/ julia. well first we went to south street seaport. i had never been there before, but omg its so cute, i <3 it. hah. we ate at a really cute resturant. and um, i bought some stuff because im a compulsive shopper. anyway. lol ok, so then we had to take the subway to central park, because ( Read more... )

so i packed like crazy today. i just have little things left to do. my room is a mess. and um, im bringing WAY to much shit to camp. hahah. heres a picture:


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ahh i just ran for 20 mins on my moms running thing [no its not a treadmill] + im dying. hahah 20 mins of physical activity is A LOT for me. lmao. i burned 210 calories, woohooo. lol ( Read more... )

today i got my new computer for college. well i didnt GET it, i ordered it at gateway. hah im excited. then i went to the doctor- woohoo fun. hah, i had to get 2 shots, but they didn't hurt ;D ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder what made me love a band SO MUCH i'd spend half my time on them - listening to them, watching videos, looking up them on the web, buying their stuff on ebay, feeling the nessicity to own every single one of their singles. but i was happy. someitmes i wish i became a hanson fan...or a moffatts fan before i did. because i missed ( Read more... )