Things really blow right now.. Ok so i got dumped the other day.. It's not even like it's a bad thing. I was really unhappy but I was inlove. I'm totally broke right now and it seems like everything is going great for her. She just got a job and has free money and seems fine and really happy. That's really good for her.. I am happy that she is ( Read more... )

Eh.. Just stopped by.

why cant things ever go right with me and a girl... i fuckin hate myself

I dont know if i could get mad... i mean it really sucks... cause i know what she must be going through, he didn treat her good at all... but she still loved him... and now she has the chance to be treated well by someone new ( Read more... )

for someone that really doesnt have a thought in his head anymore.... i shure have alot of bits and pieces... this is new for me... trying to make my life more simple just put me in a different ball park.

is live journal really just about your downs?... i lost my spark for lj.. myspace has been around... really lame... i can just sum up my shit in two words ... whatever... i could never ... bla... i hate myspace... but it is so much more simple... just like me...but i do miss my lj regs.

Ain't no colour paint gonna cover the stains ( Read more... )

things got alot out of hand tonight... i dont think that i want it to get like this again... i mean sometimes drama is intresting... but this just made me look really bad... i know i am good at that... but all the bad that Johnny is ...and all the bad that Johnny does... this is not one of Johnnys downfalls.

Does this make *you Wendy.. and me Peter?

I am dreaming about *you all the time... strange dreams...

i just want to stop feeling about you... all this time and all these new changes...and with how i feel it just gets stronger... and i miss you more and more... and regret what i should have done . now if this is not an obsession... i dont want to know what is...