I'm posting this here because I'm almost entirely certain no one will see it. If you do see it, then it likely doesn't apply to you... but you can be offended if you'd like.

FUCK YOU!!

( Same odd survey Tibbs did, only different answers. )

Just click here.

Comment and I'll...

1) Tell you why I friended you.
2) Associate you with a song/film.
3) Tell a random fact about you.
4) Tell a first memory about you.
5) Associate you with a character/pairing.
6) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
7) Show you my favourite [sic] user pic of yours.
8) In return, you must repost in your LJ

Alright, so this isn't all that important, but I just thought I'd let you know that I've decided to start my own blog simply due to the fact that I've grown weary of posting my thoughts/feelings/artwork/etc. on multiple sites. Feel free to stop by it anytime. I'll still be poking around here to see what's up with the rest of you. But if you're ( Read more... )

So it would seem that the powers that be do in fact do things in their own time. I have re-achieved my personal strength. It would seem that I've done it just in time for a test of strength. God be with me, I'm going to need some real help through this one.

Some of you may have noticed that I broke this week. The small amount of sanity I was desperately holding onto snapped. This has been long in the waiting. About 9.5 months in the waiting. But it happened and I ran with it. I let the grasp of insanity take me deep into myself. Now I'm back. Most of anyone that's reading this at least assumes they ( Read more... )

I hate this insecurity. I hate what it does to me. It's not my style and it doesn't suit me. I'll not let it change me. But all I can say is "Damn you for doing this to me! Damn you for introducing me to this insecurity! If there were a thing I could hate you for it would be this more than anything else... Damn you!"

I'll fight this... and I'll ( Read more... )

I hate losing streaks. The reason I hate them is because you can't out live them. You can't just hide from the losing streak, show back up, and have the streak be gone. You have to lose. You have to meet that losing streaks quotient. You have to play and lose, or you have to never play again. It sucks because I love playing so much, but I hate ( Read more... )

turns out my mom was right... it would fuck up my life...

and turns out everyone was wrong... I really am a fuck up...

turns out I was right all along... I can prove it...

it's happened twice now... hope is the farthest thing from me...

you see when I worry... I earn the right to...