He did it. He contacted me in less than a week from his last contact. That was the test. And he won.

It was something sweet too. Albeit through online messaging but still, something. And that's all I was asking for - anything. Just something to let me know he was interested. To let me know he wanted to still talk to me.
And he does. Amazing.

So! I invited Erik out to Main Event on Monday and he said sure thing! He is free after eight which is perfect. I'm really excited. (: I don't know if we'll keep with my friends while he is there or break off for a little bit or what! Hopefully he can show up and his jobs don't get in the way. That would be way cool! In other news, some chick named ( Read more... )

Sorry Nicole, got far too tired. I will do this first thing tomorrow morning when I wake up. (:

I am not looking forward to seeing a certain someone on Thursday. I just might not be able to keep my mouth shut. Eh, or maybe I will cave and be nice. I should not be mice though!

So tonight was interesting. Was unable to go with Erik out because he got caught up at work. Decided to join Jennifer and Alan for dinner. Not too sure how I feel about ( Read more... )

So! Let's start this off right, shall we?

No contact from Guy 2. None from Guy 3 either, although I have his number and just messaged him. Who knows what will happen?

I saw Adam today. I have not gotten butterflies like that in... gosh, ages. I wish things would have worked out! I asked him if he wanted to hang out, got no response. Assuming he ( Read more... )

I suppose I should start writing. Gives me something to do that will intellectually satisfy me. It is Valentine's day and I find my self in what Stephanie calls "a peak." Now, three men have decided to see what I am doing on this evening. One, I merely see as a friend and probably forever shall see him as such. This is making me out to be the bad ( Read more... )

the way your eyes peer downward, some would believe you to be coy

but i know better with the way the smile is creeping up your face.

what's wrong my precious song?
your notes aren't sounding as sweet
and you just can't seem to keep a beat.

what's wrong my melodious tune?
your angelic key is starting to contort
and your chords seem choppy and short.

did you forget your inner joy?
or maybe you missed your cue.
did you forget how you could sound coy?
then loud and brash, too.

i remember all ( Read more... )

I will NEVER forget you.
Forever you will remain my hero.
I did everything I could for you when you were here my brother.
I hope it was enough.
I'm so sorry this happened.
I love you.

black roses red -
every step you'd take
every inhale you'd make
i watched you fade
i watched you crave
every ounce you gave
all the progress made
i watched you conquer
i watched ( Read more... )

Undone -
if i could forgive
the regret in your stare

i'd paint a million pictures
with it's sorrow.

Creation -
skinned knees
with no returns
it's such a beautiful day
found between fact and fallacy
diving past bombs of
hydrogen oxide
and squeaky clean feet
you jumped clear out the window
and into my heart.

let's make a memory
we'll never forget

Wash -
secret ( Read more... )