I hate everything.

Nothing will knock me off my high horse more than the first night back at work after a tour. Back to being a negative creep again. I think I'm going to look into a job where most of my work I do is alone with as little contact from others as possible. Nothing ruins my job more than my coworkers.

We (The Spark) have a show in DC tonight with The Breaks and Bail Out at American University. I haven't slept and feel like complete garbage. Sucks its our last show with The Breaks, I hope those guys come east again, or we go to St. Louis, or cross paths somewhere along the lines. Oh, I've never craved sleep so much in my life.

The Spark is hitting the road today for a short jaunt up and down the East Coast with our friends the Breaks, come say hi if we're near you ( Read more... )

Following my car's long history of fucking me at the worst possible moments, it started acting up on the way home from practice. Turns out the transmission's fucked, which is going to cost me every dollar I have to fix and then some, effectively taking everything I had planned for the rest of summer and fall and flushing it down the fucking toilet ( Read more... )

Not much new. I'm counting down the minutes until the much hated drive to work. I broke my resolution of not buying any more music this summer by buying a Guided By Voices CD. Oops. My howling in Mess Me Up is coming along, if only I could get my voice to stop cracking. If anyone has a small practice amp they're looking to get rid of, get in touch

I don't know whats wrong with me. I'm in a rut, yet whenever I see a way out I sabotage it and make sure that I stay directly where I am, stay in my place, stay fucked, stay way below where I could be if I tried, if I had the money or the courage or the time or the motivation to do the things I need to. There's a million excuses but none of them ( Read more... )

I think Closer is the most depressing movie I've seen all year. Good fucking god, that movie makes you want to never have any form of contact with another human being again.

Yahoo has once again fucked me in the ass without even the common human decency to give me a reacharound, so I've moved on to bigger and better things. Emails shall now go to sebastopolroad@gmail.com

Dinosaur Jr were off the fucking wall. Did everything I wanted hear, and J Mascis actually rocked out a little, wierd enough. Drag The River did the best set I've ever seen them do, and the new lineup is awesome. The Spark record is coming along really well, doing overdubs and bass tomorrow. I have a date with Sheetz.