I had a dream over the weekend that Paul was dating a short brunette and he didn't tell me. I found out because she came up behind him at Corey's and kissed him. I was livid. I ran out of the house while not so stubly glaring at him and climbed into a truck that I'm assuming was mine. Jamie chased me out and Paul was right behind her. He ( Read more... )

bitches and hoes! bitches and hoes! bitches and hoes! ya'll a bunch of bitches and hoes!

love,
me.

It's been a terribly long time since I've updated this thing. For several reasons. I'm not blank anymore. I have things in my life that excite me. I have little patience for wasting my life. So, I won't ( Read more... )

I have nothing of significance to report. I have nothing to ramble on about. I have no complaints except that of excessive fatigue and an overbearing work load.

I am content.
I am complete.
This my friends is my new leaf.

For first time in my life I actually watched the Olympics. I'm going to place the blame on my roommate who not only is obsessed with them but with reality television shows, soap operas, and techno music. She's a typical college party girl with nothing to do but be irritated with her non-boyfriend and live vicariously through the lives of others ( Read more... )

I am extremely exhausted. Where the hell did this week go? How is tomorrow Thursday already? I have so much to do before I can relax and at that point it'll be a week from tomorrow. I don't know if I have enough steam to just keep going; I'm not the little engine that could, I'm the little girl that might burn out ( Read more... )

I don't know if I'm tired or if I really do feel sorry for myself because I see all of these men carrying flowers to their girlfriends or wives or just friends. I want a damn flower. I want someone to tell me that I'm special to them, damn it, I feel sorry for myself ( Read more... )

It makes me laugh how there are things about the people that I love the most that I don't know. It seems like they're hiding things from me and that makes me want to rip their heart out and step on it with some cowboy's muddy boot. Of course, that is completely ridiculous and near impossible so I will just let it continue to eat away at me and I' ( Read more... )