Well, there is some good news before I start venting about my life.  I now have a new little!!!  Wahoo!  I am so excited.  Her name is Lauren.  She is the greatest.  We had such a great time last night.  First was big/little revealing and then we went to Bennigans with Jen.  It was loads of fun!!  Then Lauren and I went to my apartment and had a ( Read more... )

So, I started off my day waking up at 7 am and feeling like crap.  I was dizzy and I felt like I was going to throw up.  It started the day off the way it was going to be for the rest of it.  After my 8am class I went and had a bagel with cream cheese.  That did nothing for me.  I still felt dizzy and sick.  So after chemistry I went home and took ( Read more... )

So, today I am feeling very sick  I had an 8am class this morning which i slept through.  It was a bad day for me.  I am feeling stressed out, practically my classes, but it is mainly AXO.  I think it is just because I am extremely nervous about getting a little.  It's not that I think I am going to get a horrible little, because that is not ( Read more... )

Today is such a better day! I feel much better about the situation with Ryan. I called him and apologized. Everything is better. I think my last entry was a little extreme. I think when I get sad I just think of the worst possible situation. I truly think all of us do that. I feel a whole lot better about the situation and I do realize that ( Read more... )

So, I made a big mistake last night. I sometimes don't know how far to take certain situations and I took it a little too far. Ryan and I got in a huge fight last night because I was being stupid. I said some things that were pointless and were actually quite ridiculous. I do apologize to him, it was a big mistake. I feel really bad about it ( Read more... )

So, as always my life has been busy. It is crazy. I never really notice I have no spare time until two weeks later and I haven't updated my journal. Okay, we at least I am updating it. That is the good news ( Read more... )

So, on Sunday I started getting a runny nose but I thought that was due to Ryan's cat. Man, was I wrong. Then on Monday I went to work and I went through 3 boxes of tissues. Man oh man. I had to leave work early because I felt so crappy. Tuesday I stayed home again because I didn't feel too good. It got way worse. I was blowing my nose all ( Read more... )

Ahh....I love home. I love being with my friends that I do not normally see here at school. I don't go home to see my parents, because like any normal college student, your parents start to annoy the crap out of you in about a 2 day period. That is why long weekends are not always a good thing, especially at the end of the semester. They start ( Read more... )

I am so excited to be at home! I am finally away from school for a little bit. I was tired of all the fake smiles and laughs from certain people. Promises broken and such, going behind backs are always fun too. I am away from those sort of things for a little bit. I am at home with my Ryan and families for a long weekend. I love spending time ( Read more... )

Well, this week is incredibly stressful. I have 3 exams and I am trying to transition over for e-board. There is too much for me to do with that. I am trying to learn all of that stuff and organize it to how I understand it. There is a lot more work than would be expected. Then, to make matters worse I haven't talked to Ryan in a couple of ( Read more... )