So, recruitment has definately kicked my butt. I am finally going to surrender to recruitment. I can finally say that I absolutly hate it. I have never been so stressed out in my life and I have never been so emotional. Even today, I feel like I could just start crying. No real reason, I may have some, but I just know the tears could start ( Read more... )

So, today I overslept. Isn't that just a wonderful way to start out the day. I was late for work, only by 15 minutes. It was horrible. They weren't mad so it was okay. But still, I cannot believe that I actually overslept. So, this weekend has been crazy. I don't even remember what happened. All I know is that there was recruitment stuff ( Read more... )

So, I am at the library again. I really need to stop updating my journal here. This is the only time I really have to do it. It is nice to do it here because then just incase I don't have time to do it later it is already done. So, I really want this week to be over with. I just want the 27th to come. I am hoping that Ryan will come up here ( Read more... )

So, right now I am sitting in the library on the computer because I have nothing else better to do for the hour in between my classes. Usually I would talk to Krysta and we would have lunch but not today. I can't talk to her for a little while due to recruitment. I hate that. I understand that you are not allowed to talk to people that are ( Read more... )

I begin to question things. I wonder why some things happen and if I have any influence on the outcome. In certain situations I feel helpless. I feel like there is nothing that I can do to make things better. I wish I could. I wish I could just say flat out this is what needs to happen, but I cannot. I guess this is the side of me that is ( Read more... )

I know that I only write in my journal when I am either angry or really happy, as previously stated. When I am angry I like to write because it gets all of my feelings out so I don't bottle them up. Then I write when I am happy because I would love to just shout it from the rooftops or tell everyone I see. I think writing something about what ( Read more... )

So, I totally forgot about the car ride home with Krysta. I haven't laughed that hard in so long. Oh man. We were talking about naming kids. One parent at the pool that I worked at over the summer named her kid Dacquiori(i am very sorry about the spelling). Anyway, we thought that it was funny to name kids after alcoholic drinks. We decided ( Read more... )

I love when I go home for the weekend. That sounds so bad because at college you should want to be on campus all the time and wanting to party. That is the case, but I haven't had such a good time in a long time. This weekend was the best. I went home and brought Krysta with me. I was so glad that she was coming because I knew that she needed ( Read more... )

I realize sleeping until 1:00 in the afternoon takes a lot away from the day. I spent my day actually reading Harry Potter, the fourth one. It was actually pretty good. I was pleasantly surprised. My roommates have started coming back and I am no longer alone. I loved that last night I was kept company by Ryan and Kelly. Kelly, who talked to ( Read more... )

What a summer this was. In the beginning I was working so much and not doing other things, as you can see from my previous entry. I learned a lot from this summer and I think it was because of one of my good friends. Yes, I learned a lot from Ryan about loving each other and sticking with each other through hard times, but I really learned a lot ( Read more... )