i thought i had moved on to liking a new guy.. and even tho all my friends HATE him i didnt care cuz i liked him. He always says the right things and make you feel good.. even when i get pissed at him he knows exactly what to say to make me forget why i was even mad in the frist place. I just like got hit with a lighting bolt and realized that this ( Read more... )

I guess i finally came to my senses and realized that a person that i really cared about doesnt care about me. They treat me like shit! I don't wanna make a big deal about to them but iam so sick of it! Iam always nice to them.. iam supportive even when i think an idea or something that is happening in there life is stupid. i still act like i care ( Read more... )

boredum sux! neways mom and her man are fighting. You think i would be all mad cuz i have to listen to it and be caught in the middle. But actually iam very happy about it because she made the comment tonight that he was going to screw the relationship if he kept pushing her and drilling her. I think within the next year and a halfish before they ( Read more... )

i haven't done this in along time but i feel like saying somethings... i just got home from germany and i loved it! it was so beautiful there. I refused to come home the last couple of days! I wanted to stay there.. i told my family that their was nothing holding me back at home and i wasnt going back. But of course i came home and of course i hate ( Read more... )

I have had a really bad day and thought that i needed to let somethings out! So brian is drivng me crazy! he and my mom got in this huge fight on friday night and they like havent talked this whole weekend! It has been the worst situation ever to be put in the middle of. I thought they were gonna go out to night so i would have some peace but no ( Read more... )

Went back to school today.. for the first time in a long time i was happy about it. Iam actually happy. It was good to see those people that i was dreding on seeing. I got a very nice compliment for a certain someone that made me even more happy. And i came to realize that things between me and another certain someone will never be the same again. ( Read more... )

Hey emily.. this is just a letter to you. I was to lazy to email you. I dont remember if i thanked you for burning me the eminem cd or not but anyways THANKYOU!! your my hero!! Also you brother is freaking HOTT!! lol i know you prolly dont wann hear that but he is. I had alot of fun today! lov ya OHH P.S. Post pictures of your hair tomorrow

Emily i just wanted to thank you for helping me make my page look pretty now. YOU ROCK!! i cant wait to see you.. soon. love ya

Well Christmas is over and i got a ton of cool things. But for some reason everything just wasn't the the same. This was the first one without my aunt, uncle and cousins. So the whole family had their issues on Christmas. Then I just wasn't really in the mood for all the happiness of everything. Latley I have been very depressed and just really ( Read more... )

Today was the longest day ever!! i didnt do really anything. My mom worked at 230 this morning and got off at 1030 so she came home and slept. So i just watched TV and hung out at home. I went to get the mall and i got a card for my moms cuz. So that would be like my 2nd cuz. When i opened it up there was a $50 git certificate to Park MAll. I was ( Read more... )