Keep running, Darren.

Don't stop.

If you stop, we're dead.

Tomorrow I sit down and talk to the Active Duty recruiter about transitioning from the civilian to military world. I'll be making contact with a Guard Recruiter out of Topeka, as well. I need to get a good taste as to what my options are ( Read more... )

Some unknown disgusting malaise decided to visit itself upon me.

In the past two days it has turned my bowels to liquid and made me weak as a newborn. I miss the days when someone actually cared enough to help nurse me back to health. Instead, I have to root around piteously.

It seriously blows.

Coming to grips with myself will help me move on. I have regrets, but I also put up with a lot of shit I should have never had to.

I may have let myself down with my own weakness, but that's nothing compared to the hell visited upon me by someone who lied repeatedly to my face.

There are some things you will never live down.

Fuck with me and you will be fucked with.

To say that I don't trust my Ex is an understatement. I went through years of deceptions and omission. There were constantly things going on behind my back, covered up because she was afraid of being judged ( Read more... )

Slept with my ex this morning; I guess we were both looking for a little bit of comfort in trying times ( Read more... )

"No. I think unconditional love is complete bollocks. I love someone on condition that they're not a cunt, and don't do terrible things. Those are conditions ( Read more... )

Have you ever had a relationship so bad that it ruins all the rest ( Read more... )

One girl consistently flakes out on me, but she's a shut-in ( Read more... )