"a novelty and a"
"a novelty and a"
"a novelty and a"
"a novelty and a"
"a novelty and a"

my mind kept reading these four words over and over again. they were the only things I could focus on. all of my energy expended on reading the words "a novelty and a"

otherwise I would have begun to cry and hyperventilate and scream and run out

I wanted to move. I ( Read more... )

this isn't right

this isnt the way it's supposed to be

no. no. no.

but no matter how many times I say that to myself, and how much I know this isnt right . . . I still cant change it

well, I could change it. but really what does it matter?

never gunna happen

just forget it

"And nostalgia isn't what it used to be, I can only picture the disappearing ( Read more... )

"Some people just aren't the type for marriage and family.
No mother ever dreams that her daughter's going to grow up to be a junkie.
No mother ever dreams that her daughter's going to grow up to sleep alone.
No mother ever dreams that her daughter's going to grow up to be a junkie.
No mother ever dreams that her daughter's going to grow up to ( Read more... )

I'm running on [below] empty . .



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perfect   [pur-fikt]  adjective
1. conforming absolutely to the description or definition of an ideal type
2. excellent or complete beyond practical or theoretical improvement
3. exactly fitting the need in a certain situation or for a certain purpose
4. today
5. entirely without any flaws, defects, or shortcomings

I'm ready.
so I have a feeling that this is just gunna get frustrating.

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the stars came fallin' on our heads
But they're just old light, they're just old light
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson came to my bed
Told me that my hair was red
Told me I was beautiful and ( Read more... )

I thought that I would remain numb this year. that I would survive it by going through the motions, uncaring and detached. it was just a year, a year and then I could leave here and leave everything behind. it didnt matter, there was nothing here for me anymore . . .

then you came back into my life.
I wasnt expecting this to happen. and now that it ( Read more... )

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this is not your fault. do not let it bother you.
this is not your fault. do not let it bother you.
this is not your fault. do not let it bother you.
this is not your fault. do not let it bother you.
this is not your fault. do not let it bother you.
this is not your fault. do not let it bother you.
this is not your fault. do not let it bother you.
this is ( Read more... )