I'm all jumbled up . . .

. . . I need a change of scenery so I can clear my head


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ever since we were little and watched Disney movies we have been shown that there is a happy ending to every situation

there are hundreds of movie out there which advocate following your heart . . . and they all make it look so easy
there is no hesitation, in a single moment they suddenly know that following their heart is the right thing to do

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I have found myself, yet again, torn between my head and my heart.

As much as I sometimes want to be the kind of person who can follow my feelings, I just cant deny the prudence of logic

right now, my head is winning. I'm just not sure if that is a good thing.


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what if it is all a lie? if it's all an elaborate excuse that I have been feeding myself because I want to believe it?

I thought that high school ending would make it all better. but why would it? it still happened. I still have to live with it. high school ending doesnt change that

I had even convinced myself that if I dont feel better about it now ( Read more... )

yes, there is drama and things go wrong and people die. but I cant control any of that
and worst comes to worst, nothing in life is permanent. the good, the bad, and the ugly - none of it will last forever

I have a lot to love about life . . . -a best friend who I know is always there for me, who makes me laugh and understands me more than anyone in ( Read more... )

it hurts so fucking much

"I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend,
but I always thought that I'd see you again"

Rossmo, Son II
September 14th, 1986 - April 16th, 2007
<3

I thought it was better. I thought time was helping to make the pain hurt less

then it all came flooding back. it's been almost two years, yet it suddenly feels as if it was yesterday

fuck. this hurts

too many memories

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I  do  NOT  want  that  Norman  Mailer  moment!

I'm done.

high school has been a tiring four years of my life. I'm ready to move on. I'm ready for my life to begin. I mean, arent things supposed to get better after high school?!
well here's hoping

I'm tired. I'm done. if my health completely falling apart isnt a sign of anything else, it's at least a sign that I need to stop



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We need a witness to our lives. There's a billion people on the planet... I mean, what does any one life really mean? But in a marriage, you're promising to care about everything. The good things, the bad things, the terrible things, the mundane things... all of it, all of the time, every day. You're saying, "Your life will not go unnoticed ( Read more... )