Comments | wandering_vox: obtuse inquiries

wandering_vox

obtuse inquiries

Jan 11, 2005 02:06

i need something fresh, something new something obtuse and all esque, i've too long been in this emotion of complacency and time now requires i change it. I myst and need to find a path more green, and when living in a multiple mind you find that all change takes is decision, and support. I've never had that and i ponder of the present situation ( Read more... )

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countrydreams86 January 11 2005, 14:07:38 UTC

You aren't concieted or high of standards and I know exactly what you mean by not wanting to be disappointed. I'd like to be so concieted myself as to think you wouldn't be and I'm just this perfect little person who's hidden herself away for such a long time...BUT..I won't and can't be that concieted. I'm not perfect physically or mentally, it's obvious. I left Trey because he kept building up that damn image (me some Aphroditie..posh) in his head..plus he compared me to his mother one too many times for my comfort.

I don't know what to do about you Sidney...I keep trying to reason out the possibilities..."Well maybe it's just the newness or how can you love someone you don't know" Blahblahblahblahblahblah. -Grimace- As much as I want it to be those things, it's not. Gah, someone strangle me please.

points wandering_vox January 12 2005, 02:22:50 UTC

look into the sky and tell me we as humans are alone. i laugh, cause even if we are alone... we are never alone. and those that speak to us be they from a human their thoughts are definitly of no human volition. what is alien life? and why care if it's there, look at the stars, or the flakes of snow falling to the earth, or the sea, a desert above the water and a land of so mych life that continues down and down. WOW! i love the movie abyss ... aliens in the water, instead of watching us from space watch us from the sea! it's so cool how many amazing ideas we humans come up with. all the crap, books, movies, art, buildings ... everything man is soo amazingly beautiful and yet so disgustingly ugly at the same time. go figure. i mean for all the dislike i have for man, i truely am wrong. theres no way all this beauty and magesty could have been made by a lifeless shell that i consider man. it's just that i live in such a normal place, and this is the world... you have to strive to find those few who are great. you have to ( ... )